*~*Tracy*~* (witchygirl821) wrote in familysurvivors,


Yeah I know I haven't been writing in my own community. Pretty sad I know. Well I must say the I like Spumpkinfan's idea that this not be completely about suicide and death. I mean can we have more depressing topics? So I figured that I'd introduce myself a little to let you know about me and who I am without the whole clingy idea of death being attached to me.

Okay, my name is Tracy and I'm 25 years old. I live in Upstate NY, which I love. I think its the best place to live. I love the seasons, well the snow gets a little much but this year wasn't so bad. I went to college on and off and have not yet found my niche in life on what I want to do. So as of now I work as a secretary at a computer company. Its lame but hey for now its ok til I can figure out what I want to do.

I look like I'm 17-18 years old. I'm only 4'11 and I still have a baby face. That's fine with me cause I feel like I'm 17-18. I've never felt my age and I probably never will. My friend Lisa is the same way. I live with my mom and brother, my sister is married and just bought our house, my mom sold it to her, and we built a new one. Its cool cause I can always go back if I miss it. I have a GREAT, TERRIFIC, WONDERFUL, UNDERSTANDING, ( I could keep going with this description), HOT, CUTE, Boyfriend named Tim. He is my saving grace and I love him more than I thought it was possible to love. We've been together for a year and seven months. We're gonna move in with each other in the fall. He is 6 years younger than me, yes I said younger. I've dealt with a lot of shit over this but we love each other and that's all that matters.

I have a younger brother and an older sister and brother in law. We have two dogs and my life is basically Tim, shopping, eating ( thought I try not to) and hanging out with people that I love. I love to scrapbook and read and watch TV. I do drink occasional and smoke. But not a lot.

Other than that I can't think of anything else to tell ya. So if you have any questions feel free to ask me.

*** I wanted to also write a little thing about the girl, well she was 20, who committed suicide yesterday at Carousel Center in Syracuse,NY. So much crap is being said about it yet no one is talking about the fact that she was suffering from bipolar disease and schizophrenia. She had three voices in her head, 2 that protected her and one telling her to kill herself. Unfortunately the third voice got stronger and eventually led her to Carousel (Its a mall). Where she plummeted two stores into the atrium and was killed instantly. I hope she can find rest and peace wherever she ends up. And for all those people out there criticizing her and saying that it was because of the weather and a bunch of other shit they need to know that she was sick and most likely hurting. May she rest in peace and find the one voice inside her. :( ***

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